
John goes to the mountains.
Today was a rainy day so after church we hung out inside all day long. John was tired from boarding yesterday, so he got to take a long Sunday snoozer. This meant Grace, George, and I had lots of time to play.
George trying to be like Grace.

Grace trying to be like John.

We learn by example in this house.
As I was playing with Grace and George, I thought about a talk I heard today in
Sacrament Meeting. The speaker talked about the scripture
Psalms 55:22 "Cast your burden upon the Lord, and he shall sustain thee." The woman talking explained how sustain means to support or to hold up. It doesn't mean to take away. This caused me to reflect.
I don't have any large problems in my life at this time. But, I find it challenging to live in my small house. Sometimes I get really frustrated and upset about it. I can say mean things and act a little crazy when I'm in the middle of my day and I feel like my house is shrinking and there is never enough space to put everything.
But as I sat in Sacrament Meeting, listening to this talk and thinking about my silly problem, I realized two things. One, I have friends and there are others in this world whose challenges are far greater than mine. And, two I've been sustained while living in my little cottage.
My house might be small, but we've been fortunate enough to redo several things in this house making it quite comfortable.
There is no guest room, but just ask my mom who lived in my laundry room for 6 weeks after George was born how comfortable the laundry room is. It's small, really small, but it's big enough to provide some privacy and a space to sleep.
Even in this small space, I have my OWN space. I might not have my own closet (Grace, George, and I all share a closet), but I have the laundry room that is all mine. There is a gate, and no one goes in there expect me. The space is mine to do what I want.
I might not have tons of walls, but the Italian loves me enough to let me hang whatever I want wherever I want it.
I would love for Grace and George to have a play room, but my kitchen is really big for the size house we have, and there is plenty of room to share the space with the toys. Not my favorite option, but at least I had the option.
You can't run around inside my house so well, but I live in an area where year round we generally have nice weather, so we can go outside all the time.
So my problem isn't that big. I'm still hoping that one day we will move on to a larger house, but my hope and prayer for more space hasn't gone unnoticed. I've been sustained. I truly believe this.
While my trial of lack of space can't compare to others trials or even trials I've had in the past, it is something that troubles me, and I believe I have a Heavenly Father who cares about the things that trouble me, and He sustains me. And for that I'm so grateful.